For Sean:
Why cant things just stay the same,
the happy moments here.
Why do brothers have to seperate,
and sisters move away.
Why is it that someones always left alone,
and that the most unfortunate who have seen the most hate in their life,
are the nicest.
Why does everyone have to pile themselves onto one person,
and give them the burden to carry.
I want to scream my heart out,
but you shall never see me cry.
For my brother, im afraid, i am questioning, and he is my closest tie.
If im with him, i loose others,
but what do those others mean to me compared to him?
Sean youre too important to me, i could never leave.
I love you, id die for you, you have become my brother,
when things get out of hand im right there by your side,
for this, forever and always.
I will not leave you, i will find a way to stay.
Cuz i dont want your fate cut short,please...no.
I love you, thats all i can say. I trust you a 100%.
My feelings for everyone else is clouded. But yours is bright and clear.
No one can break us apart now.
This all has just made us stronger.
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For Lauren:
You girl, I hate you.
I hate what youve become,
i hate how you treat me,treat us,
I hate how youve broken apart this family,
brought nothing but pain,drama and hate.
I hate you i hate you
im done im done,
see look at the scissors,
yes your pathetic saftey scissors
which you have no reason to use
im using them to cut off our ties,
your lies,
my hate.
Yes im taking his side,
He's my brother, i mean something to him, he means something to me.
What am i to you?
The smart friend that you come to last to cry to?
I guess im not as special to you i thought.
You were my best friend, but you...this...what youve become,
you are not my friend,
you are my complete enemy,
I hate you like non other.
What youve done to him, to me, to us.
Your done.
My pain stops here,
We'll stand against you on the battle field
as brother and sister,
and you will feel the hate you have shone us,
full blast right back to your face.
Lauren,
We technically said goodbye long ago,
when you started to change,
you little sceney with the purple in the back,
and left me behind.
Ive tried to stay in,
praying things would get better,
and i wouldnt have to turn against my sister,
your no longer my sister,
so prepare yourself for the next epic battle,
for this war has started a long time ago.
You go first,
show us what you got.
this is goodbye.